was playing with some facebook games and went to youth choir and found out that we are in youtube!so shocked!so i want to put this video to my blog(=!i love it!

there is still one more!but its during the induction!which i missed it..but still i love this song!its a pity i went to malaysia!

alright i will blog again soon(=

zhengyang;
5:33 PM

YOU SPOIL MY DAY TOTALLY!at first,went to sch happily bt ended up,reprimanded by teacher,you rub salts onto my wound!thought of forgiving you.teacher asked for my report book,i forgotten to bring you gaved rub salts onto my wound round 2!i am super pissed.so what!all this are misunderstandings!i really dont feel like carry on this position as a assistant monitor!all the monitors and assis are malays bt me,the only chinese guy malay language flying all around during discussion.bt me,could only communicate with you guys in english!now what!its communication breakdown ok!i waited at the hall for 15mins then i decided to go up to my class and call them to come down to the hal for phototaking!but in the end you end up telling teacher as a class assist monitor,i didn't turn up,i am being irresponsible!what kind of crap is that!i gived up.IF the time is ripe,let me tell you,I QUIT!i seriously had enough of it!break free zhengyang!while posting,this cheer just "boom"came into my mind!guess some of you heard before!put your left hand out put ypur right hand up,whatever! whatever!i gonna turn into berserk and rebel mode soon!i mean it...(this post is kinda evil i guess but i really want to vent my frustrations here so dun be surprise!)

zhengyang;
5:25 PM

zhengyang;
12:31 AM

HEY!ITS BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME SINCE I HAD DONE ANY POSTINGS DECEMBER HAD BEEN A TOUGH YEAR FOR ME!ALOT OF STUFF TO DO!CHRISTMAS NIGHT,CAMP,MISSION TRIP,CAROLING AND MORE!NOW,EVERYTHING HAS ENDED ITS TIME FOR ME TO STUDY!PICS SHALL DO THE TALKING!
SOS CAMP'09 7DEC-11DEC!
before sentosa games

zhengyang;
11:26 PM

Pei xun comm'09 BBQ at WEN HAN's house!

zhengyang;
8:32 PM

went to SAJC today!COOL!its super duper big how i wish i can be in that school in 2 more years time!but i doubt so because i am more to..the poly side haha!anyway we were like prison break.gladys lent me SAJC's jacket and act like we were J1 in order to go in!so funny!the most funny thing is..we went to SAJC just to take postcard!!!!LOL!its for the camp anyway yep.after that went to plaza sin's daiso to buy stuff for camp!intended to head towards town but we went home so tired!SOS camp in 7 more days time super duper excited!i hope this holiday can end quickly..going to school everyday is worse than prison!just to report for that freaking 4 hours to school just to self-study when there is no teacher!i mean everyone is like playing then whats the point of having this self study thing??!!oh well forget it!banner hunged!did it with quans and jing hong!haha now then i know..planning a camp is not a very easy task.last year when i was just a she jian i know nothing.i thought its quite easy but now me as one of the member of PUB find it taxing just to do publicity stuff.Gladys and jie han is equals to dead!haha!but they still manage to survive anyway this post is just a short and crap post just to keep my blog alive i will update you guys with the picture soon!


another thing i hate to be in yewtee..it makes me go round and round!i am lost in yew tee yesterday..laugh out loud guys...-

zhengyang;
10:01 PM

I am so tired!but i am happy(= this whole week i been very busy,went to pei hwa,went to camp and 2dae camp comm meeting and 2morow?BEST!ha!lets talk abt my school overseas camp@ KOTA TINGGI!its quite ulu but its fun!my average hours of sleep is 2 hours everytime can't sleep!
because we are sleeping in a tend which i hate the most!hot,stuffy and lots of mosquitoes!and camp fire?we did not prepare anything.but we still went to do some stupid thing i dunno why i just have this feeling to my current 3S7!i suddenly felt that my class started to grow more sensible and flexible and also the bond between us are increasing day by day..oh well after that i love the waterfall!its so beautiful!but heard from the residents there,its haunted because alot ppl died on the upper course of the river but i am not really affected!went to have a walk with nadiah at 2am in the morning and we heard a screeching sound from the forest and the sound keep appearing so scary but well i still enjoy myself

upload more pics soon alright guys sleeping soon!update you guys with more pics next time!

zhengyang;
11:54 PM

not feeling well this few days maybe its because of having school everyday?i don't know..lets talk about last saturday.Went to fellowship and have lots of fun games and we really became more bonded!play games which makes us wet,make us think and make our hands dirty too.(=play street soccer in church and i act as rooney and when i shoot,my slippers fly up too and it landed on the roof!damn paiseh.after that everyone of us went to have dinner while waiting for adeline.homed after that!

SUNDAY
went to church quite late because i overslept=x too tired on saturday.have pei xun everything is fine.i mean its ok!after that went to tend the youth camp booth,never went for choir for 3 weeks..i dunno why i just dun feel like singing anymore.no passion in it or isit because my voice range is deteriorating?i think so..after that programs comm ,log comms and pub comms intended to go sentosa for recee for the camp!(which means ponning service)which should not be the way i mean not all pon but majority..so i just tell them i will join them after service with quans and isaac since isaac is drving there and psalmist are playing during the service.so went in with jun rong to the ZHENG TANG.usually sit at the left side but this time maybe its because i want to be alone by myself doing some self -reflection so i sat at the right side in the end.after the singsparation ended corrine and jamin ask me to sit with them and i refuse,want to sit by myself.Actually i don't have that kind of "emo"feeling but after msn-ing and smsing with Adeline abt some personal stuffs and then i started to feel this way.just can't help it.but at least i am better then the previous week giving the sian sian face.try to hide my expressions from firneds don't want them to worry about me and stuffs so i have to put on a smile unwillingly..after that Isaac drive us to sentosa.at that time i am super duper pissed off,they left at aroun 1pm but the whole thing started at..close to 4pm.and they said around 5 or 6pm will end everything..i wanted to tell them off my mind but i try to tolerate because this should not be the way.they are my brothers and sisters in christ.its not very nice.so yep. when we start everything my mood become more happier maybe its because the games are fun.indeed the are fun.we ended every thing in abt 8pm and went to harbor front centre to have our dinner.and we finish at 9pm and isaac wong drove us home..not exactly home but a nearby mrt station.reach home at around 1030pm.


TODAY
today,woke up early and went to pei hwa presbyterian church for our last publicity for the youth camp.so happy there are 2 p6s giving us the forms and telling us that they are coming for the camp.our efforts are paid off.help pr.willy to clear the cubboard and that "girl who call me.."stalk me all over the school compound.ie han and zane can be my witness.keep asking for my handphone number la..but i reject kindly.and we went to joy6 for the publicity and i dun really like their class.they very qian da!KEEP PROVOKING ME!they are kids afterall..after the whole thing,went to play pool with zane again..won him every round..after that went home to sleep to regain my loss of sleep this past few days!

ps:sorry i can't accept you.lets just stay at friends..

alrights!thats about it.
signing off,

zhengyang;
5:48 PM

zhengyang;
11:05 AM

i am so worn out!i really need a break!been very quiet this few days have a lot of things to do
1)Attend head-start program everyday from 8 to 12.30 am
2)Camp publicity
3)resolving the things between me and her.
4)time management

this 4 main things can really make me go so crazy..Lets taLK about yesteray.Yah!finally pei xun moved back to Pei Hwa Presbyterian,so happy .been during usher with jasmine till 10.20 then we go down sitting alone there pondering some questions..after pei xun ,did not went for choir sitting down guarding the camp registration booth till 12.30 service.i did not went to choir for quite sometime..hope tenors are doing well?after service?thats where i really start to get quiet and "Emo"sitting down in the stairs and jasmine came to talk to me,encourage me.Gladys chip in too~and then it rain...i mean drizzling,adeline and min hai realise that i am not very happy keep giving the sian sian face haha!i guess i will show my emotions through face?adeline encourage me too and gave me a hug .feel so contented and a heartwarming feeling!and went to play pool to get myself high AND my mood became more happy but i lost to isaac very long never play le.lost to him damn sad!in the night,she sms me..i was horrified and stun for a moment.Adeline tried to console me again..i guess i will try to talk to her after her exams..but my mood now..back to square one!...



Today school was a happy one i think!haha!i had so much laughter and fun during english class MR LUM is trying to teach us how to pronounce sounds of alphabet and he was like moaning la!damn funny !after that MR ONG called everyone who's birthday falls on october,november and december and prepare a big cake for them!haha!

alrights thats about it i hope more people can understand me but not trying to mock me...
signing off.

zhengyang;
8:43 PM